Thank you for all your condolences and comfort
I appreciate all your messages, sms, emails and even long distance calls,
Thank you to parents and those who came to visit me personally
Thank you very much ...
Your comfort means a lot to me...

Special thanks to family friends in Australia who helped me and my sister to get back in time
If not for you guys,
we would not have the chance to see our father for the very last time...

After all these,
now than i know that
when someone is still with you,
you do not really appreciate them
you do not know how much they mean to you
you do not really know how this person has impacted you in your daily life
you do not know how important this person is to you

My papa is not only a father to me
he was my mentor
he was my supporter
he was my comforter
everything he did for was for the best
every word he said to me was to teach me

Friends out there
please appreciate your love ones
say i love you to them
take photos with them
cook them a meal
even a simple one will do
hold there hands whenever you can
talk to them
people away from home..
a phone call back to your folks will brighten their day

i have been looking through photos
and notice i never had a single photo of just me and my papa alone..
i know i will never have this chance anymore

I never had the chance to cook something for my papa
not even a simple bowl of maggie mee

i long to hold that warm hand of his again,
i wish i could listen to his voice his laughter once more
even if it was his lame jokes...

I will never have the chance to do this anymore
so friends out there
don't miss the chance because when it is over
you will never never have the chance again

When it is over everything will only become memories...
as i stand alone in KLIA the other day
i remember he promised me the next time i go back to Kch
he go back to Melbourne with me...
this promise he never fulfilled...