发现出了国。。。
有很多的第一次。。。

20岁以前的我，多很少会哭
一年哭的次数用手都能算。。。
刚来到这里。。没什么感觉。。
没什么想家。。。
但是一到有节日。。就特别想家。。
想爸想妈。。。
想姐想妹。。。
想阿姨。。。
想朋友。。

春节。。。
看到别人放鞭炮放烟花。。
看到别人的爸爸妈妈牵着小孩去吃午饭。。
嘻嘻哈哈的。。。
更让我想家。。
叫我怎样专心念书呢？
我还能忍耐半年吗？

过新年第一次躲在被里默默的哭。。。

HAPPY Chinese New Year

WARNING!!

If you are expecting wishes coming from me...
Please don't read this post...
This is not a typical Happy Chinese New Year post.

Looking forward to CNY this year..
Although i won't be home celebrating with friends and family
but still look forward to it...and i mean very...
WHY?

I'll give you reasons...
Year 2009...isn't exactly a year that i would describe as "Happy"

Why is that so??
OK...let's begin on New Year's eve..

I was at Sydney then..waiting for the fireworks at the Habour bridge..
It was perfect actually...the view was breathe taking ..
I'm serious..u guys have to go one day..

then, when it was 10.30...i felt i need to use the little girls room...Heheh..
so i went...OMG...the line was so long it took one hour for me to finish up..
Hahah...this is the part now...

When we were walking back...they block the @#$^% road!!...
SO..we cannot get in!! and we waited there, that perfect spot...
for like more than 8 hours!!! and half an hour before it starts we cannot go back!!!
Grrr...a once in a life time experience gone...
eventually we had to stand with the late comers...and have the same view as them..
this sucks!!

Ok so next...when we went back to the hotel..
i found out something...
I...i...lost my passport!!
Damn.!!
What a great New year present...

So this matter made it really terrible..
I had to make a police report...who were not very helpful..
then i called the Malaysian consulate...
the ppl there were even worse...
have to post this some other time about the 'ppl' at the consulate..

So in the end...i have to fly to Canberra..
and my dad won't let me fly alone...so have to bring a friend along..
so my expenses to Canberra became double!!!
oooo...all the $$....

i broke my glasses on Christmas eve...
so i had to get a new one..which costed me a BOMB!!
when i went to have my eyes check
they ask if i wanted to have my contact lens examination too..
i was told that i could claim it form OSHC and i only had to pay $10..
so i thought why not...

However, when i went to my school and claim for it...
i was told i could only claim for the consultation fee...
which is like $50++ compared to the contact lens test which cost me $150++..
so i'm so screwed!!...
Luckily i can get money from dad for the specs...

the bad luck is not done yet..
my wisdom tooth was killing me..
so i thought i better have a check with the dentist..
as a result...my wisdom tooth was normal..
but...i was told i have 2 cavity...
and i had to get it done because it is turning bad...
i said i want to wait till June and go back home and do it..
but he said i wil have to pull it out by then...
Hohoho..thanks a bunch Shim n Wey...
i just went to the dentist back home to check in OCt..but how could they have missed it..

So the dentist had to get a X-ray for my teeth...
and all of that + the cavity cost me $300++ again...

last one...hopefully..
my phone is spoil again...
and at the most critical time...

In conclusion,
lost passport+flying to Canberra+ Optic fees+dental fees+stupid phone = not very good for a new year+broke...

So that is why i am looking forward for chinese new year....really hope that it is a real HAPPY one...

Tell me WHY??!!

Can any body tell me why??

Does a student have an obligation to teach friends?
I say....NO WE DON'T!!

Does a student have to be an encyclopedia and know everything?
I say....NO WE DON'T!!

Does a student have to report to friends on how the assignment or mock exam went?
I say...NO WE DON'T!

Does a student have to spare out time to teach things when they themselves don't know what they are really doing?
I say...NO WE DON'T!!

Does a student have the obligation to borrow notes to others?
I say...NO WE DON'T!!

Well guys don;t think i am finish yet..but i have o go to class already...
However, this are my answers to my own questions..
and i find it hard to understand why...
All my answers are NO..but in reality... the answer tells me that everything i do is a wrong move..

1. If you don't teach others....u will be called selfish..
2. If you say you don't know something...they will say.."yeah right..don't pretend"
3.If you say 'i didn't do well'...You will be told you are such a good actor..
4. If you say that you don't really know what you are doing...you will be told you are a lying..
5.If you don;t borrow your notes...you will be called a terrible friend..

It is not that we don't want to help people...but there is a fear...

What if we gave wring information on something...
who is it to be blame??
the person who taught you??
that will be me right...

When we study we have a schedule and a place to go to...
do you think everyone can study in groups??
or study in the park or something??
If you think so...i think you are self centered..
cause you don't think about others..

My freaking printer is giving me a hard time!!
#@$%!@#$**#..!!!!

Want to kill it...aaaa...
assignment due tomorrow...how??how??...

stupid stupid...............

exam!!

Will i can see this blog is dying....
but i was busy!!
no time to blog...
but htere is a lot of things i want to write..
sydney!!
and others...

haiz...exam in 2 weeks!!