Another month

Another month...another month to wat??
Another month to June? Another month to Gawai holiday?
Another month to the other half of year 2008?
Yup...yes to all the questions above
and it is also another month left for me
here in Kuching...home sweet home...
another month before i enter a whole new world...
new frens...new environment...new lifestyle...
ppl ask me how do i feel bout going to Aus...
A pause is wat they get from me..it is rude...
but i really dono wat to say
should i be happy? excited?sad?scared?
i really have no idea..
I feel 矛盾everytime...
when i'm out with my friends i think of my parents at home
when i'm with my parents i think of my friends...
it seem to me how little time i have left with everyone here
how little time i spend with my parents...
Today is excatly one month away from my depature to Melbourne
Relatives tell me u have to do this n that now
cause u won have the chance to do it over there...
and if i just sit around n do nothing
my mum would say go do something u wanna do..
something i wanna do...去做你想做的东西...
我想做的东西....
i really hav no idea wat to do...





我什么都不想做...
我只想呆在这里...